Wednesday, 21 November 2012


i am fighting the urge to run. i have nothing to run from. i have more than most people ever have. i have a good life. but i want to run. i want to run and i want to fade away into the nothingness that i feel i am made of. i want to disappear so no one will ever feel bothered by me again. i want this pain to stop. i want more pain. i want there to be so much pain that i collapse under the weight of it. i want there to be no pain because i am so tired of the pain. i want answers. i want to know why i feel this way when i shouldn't. i want to know where you go when you feel like there is nowhere for you any more. there are no safe places. there is nothing.


Craig said...

Thinking of you Tif.

Millicent said...

I have felt like that too many times. I wish I had answers. All I have is love... Love you. xx

Erin Scales said...

Don't run. Talk to anyone. Talk to everyone. Talk to me.

Clare Cooper said...

Thinking of you beautiful. Wishing I was there to help. Let me know if there is anything at all that I can do xoxoxox

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